Friday, May 15

introspection


We dedided to stop.

We chose the wrong strategy. We did something we deep down don't believe in.

We started chasing for something. We forced ourselves into something. And the more we were running and running and running and looking and trying to find - the more we lost ourselves. Maybe we were running away from something. Maybe we were running away from what happened when we left, so we never had to look back.

Savannah & I don't talk about the trail of destruction we left behind.

We had to be radical. It is hard to leave a world where you don't fit in, but have been cemented into by people who have no concept of what our real world looks like.

Going away was not hard for us. Not at all. Burning all the bridges we never agreed to and that people had started building on our territory was liberating and exhilarating to us. Savannah and I had to use OUR energy to undo things that people had built around us with THEIR energy.

So what we did was to demolish all the alien, lifeless and inhibiting constructions that were in our way. We both knew since we read our first play that one day we will need to find the space where our laws are not only valid on paper, but also in reality.

So now we have found this space. We are able to concentrate undisturbed on our destination. We have brought all the roleplays we need. But we are still looking for harmony.